āWhat?ā was all Ryn could say as he stared into the blue expanse that was Udoās unfathomably calm eyes.
Udo regarded him with the infinite patience of a father striving to impart wisdom to a child not yet ready to grasp it. He rephrased, speaking slowly, clearly. āI will be dead before this day is done.ā
The repetition brought no further enlightenment.
āWhat...do you mean?āUdo smiled, pitying the poor child. āNnenne came while we slept and revealed to me what is to come. The powers that be are angry and they demand blood as payment for myāā Here he paused, reconsidering the accuracy of the word before continuing on, āāour, offense.ā
āAnd Nnenne has granted her blessing.ā At this, Udoās eyes took on a feverish glint, his smile stretched wider in naked joy, and his voice infused with a strange euphoria. āNnenne will allow me to die.ā The rapturous delight in his own impending demise was a knife to Rynās heart. He looked away, unable to bear witness.
A large, warm hand settled on Rynās head, tousling the inky strands. Just as he did when they first met, all those years ago. āDo not despair for me, Fritz.ā Udo whispered, voice as familiar and comforting as his touch. āYou know I have long awaited this day.ā
Indeed, Ryn understood it all too well.
Ever since the day a mighty wave swallowed the Eastern Islandsāand Nnenne claimed a handful of āchosenā isles as her ownā, reunion with his family, claimed by the depths, had been his long-held desire. His faith, the tenets of Nnenneās doctrine, forbade him from seeking them out himself. Only an honorable death would reunite them. For Nnenne taught her Grandchildren to never squander oneās life, unless it was spent to preserve anotherās.
Who was Ryn to deny Udoās deepest wish? Though it grieved himāCreators how it grieved himāto let Udo go, would it not be the blackest selfishness to beg him to remain? The warrior was tired, so bone-deep tired, weary of livingā¦ Ryn must let him free.
Restless, biting sadness spread within.
Sensing the shift in Ryn, Udo traced patterns in the air and prayed. āFritz Hendrix of Erwynn. May you one day be free of your chains and find true happiness.ā Ryn closed his eyes, savoring the cadence of Udoās baritone while they shared their last moments together. āIf you cannot free yourself, I pray that you meet someone who can.ā
Udoās breath was warm against Ryn's skin as he brushed featherlight kisses to each closed eyelid, and then to the center of his furrowed brow, bestowing Nnenneās blessing. Suddenly his arms were around him.
Ryn caught the scent of the salty sea, felt the heat of the tropical sun, heard the hush of waves breaking on distant shores and the siren song of that place Ryn could not follow, calling Udo home. Just as quickly, the sensations slipped away.
āForgive me for not seeing your journey to its end.ā Udo murmured.
Ryn shook his head, sinking into the solidity of the embrace one last time.
āYouāve done plenty. Thank you for sticking with us as long as you did. Weāll miss youā¦ā His voice hitched,
āCreators, I miss you already.ā The two held each other tightly, wordlessly, before finally letting go.
āLive long and well, Fritz. If Nnenne wills it, we will meet again in my next life. Maybe by then itāll be a safer world where you can tell me your true name.ā
āWhy wait till then?ā If reincarnation was possible, it was
this Udo who wanted to know Fritzās real name. Ryn had no desire to tether Udoās new life to him again just to learn his name. No. Ryn would not have that. Udo should be free. Unburdened and unbound, ready to embrace whatever new life awaited him.
The wind whipped across the castle parapets, stirring Rynās dark hair and coat.
āLike the rest of my family, I was given two names. One is Fritz Hendrix,ā he began slowly,
āthe other isāāA sudden cacophony of wings interrupted him as a shadow burst between the two men in a flutter of inky feathers. One of them brushed against Rynās throat, soft as a whisper.
Hush, it seemed to say.
The raven alighted on the nearby merlon, fixing the pair with polished jets that glittered with uncanny intelligence.
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Of what, ā³ā³ā³ did not know until he attempted to reveal his name once more and found that he was unable.
He tried to speak, to give voice to the name on his tongue, but nothing came out. Even thinking it felt strangely muffled, the syllables jumbling in his mind. Both the names ā³ā³ā³ and āāāāā sat just out of reach, hazy shapes behind the veil the spell had drawn across his thoughts. In fact, he realized with dawning unease that he could not so much as think of a single word or detail that would identify himā¦ only the vagueness of their presence.
ā³ā³ā³ās mouth opened and closed mutely. He could say nothing to reveal who and what he was. Wayra and Udo had sealed them all away, just as they had hoped.
Udo gave a satisfied nod to the raven. āIt worked.ā Wayra shook their feathers, clearly pleased with their handiwork.
ā³ā³ā³ raised his eyes to Udo questioningly,
āWhy?āāIf my death was ordained because of those men I eliminated, thereās no doubt Black Rose is involved in magic. Considering the extent of their influence, we must assume they have access to powerful, dangerous magic. Including spells that can invade your mind.ā
āWe cannot risk your identity being revealedāā Udo grimaced as the curse took hold. When the moment passed, he looked at ā³ā³ā³, resolute. āI am a proud Grandson of Nnenne. I will honor the oath sworn, as you have yours. Your adversaries will gain nothing from me, in life or death.ā
āWhatever happens, I will protect you.ā And ā³ā³ā³ knew Udo meant it with every fiber of his being.