"Those are farm animals."
"Ah, yes, farm animals." Yarmira paused, chewing the man's answer over in her mind.
"What is 'farm animals'?"The response came from another voice in the dark. She listened eagerly to this newcomer, with the brightness of a child hearing of some marvel. Head tilted, black eyes wide. It seemed to her these strangers had learned the Old Ways, to summon beasts and make them their allies. She waited for the logical conclusion, for the answer to turn toward sense. Instead, her face, already pale as fresh-cut bone, took on the hue of cold ash in the dark, red tattoos the only color left to her, like streaks of gore smeared upon canvas.
What profane bargain have these monsters struck?To call upon a creatures with the Voice of the Green only to cut it down for its flesh—this was sin enough, a crime that would see a Mer hunted through the jungles of her home. But to breed their young for the slaughter, to strip them of all purpose but the knife—her spine convulsed in a long, cold shunting of vertebrae. She curled her fingers slowly, felt the press of her nails against her palm, her breath quicken.
A perversion of the natural order. Heresy of the highest degree. What the man described so casually, so easily, was an affront to everything she knew. Her way of life, her god, the Pact,
everything.
Yarmira suspected it before, but
knew then that she had arrived in a backwards land. A land of Apostates, where the Green Pact held no sway over these savage Mer. Surrounded on all sides by enemies. By the Pact's decree, she should have killed them all, burned their bodies in animal fat so that not even their bones could return to the earth, so grievous were their transgressions. But she did not favor her odds in these cramped quarters, even
with Kiffar-Nirthal's aid. And what then? Carve a bloody swath through the whole village? She had seen little of the Imperial City, but it was enormous, and would be a hopeless crusade. Besides, she'd already sworn an oath to protect the Emperor-Chieftain against his enemies, and her word was not lightly given.
No.
Y’ffre had brought her here for a reason. His voice had called her from the deep places of sleep, led her through shadows and strange lands. The end of her tale would not be in some tomb beneath the earth, surrounded by the corpses of Pact-Breakers.
She exhaled slowly, as if pushing poison from her lungs, and fought the urge to wretch. Yarmira realized she had not responded to the man's easy explanation of their blasphemy, unless the abject horror and disguised plain on her face counted as a reply.
"Aah, truly?" she managed to eek out, fighting the urge to run and keep running and not stop running until she was far from these alien reaches, until she fell under the familiar and green embrace of the Graht-oak's second sky.
"And I mean no offense by it, but I'm curious... how did someone who follows the Green Pact so strictly wind up here, anyway? Those like yourself usually don't bother coming to Cyrodiil, Never mind the Imperial City." She pondered this question, perhaps longer than she intended to now that she was on a more comfortable train of thought. Yarmira hadn't been able to tell her tribe why she so longed to leave, and so she vanished like a thief in the night. And yet the answer came easily to this stranger, this Apostate.
"It is no mistake I came to this land. I am here because I was called," she said simply, and judged from the man's expression that this response was not enough.
"Y'ffre does not speak plainly; he speaks to us in birdsong, through dry reeds hissing in the wind. He does not send us simple answers. He does not give us clear signs. We must listen with more than our ears."As Yarmira spoke of the Green, the harshness of her breath softened, clenched fists slowly uncurled. Her high voice took on an almost meditative quality, with the cadence of some ancient litany or prayer.
"But Y'ffre has shown me this place in my dreams, as if seen through waking eyes. The Spinner beckoned me here, showed me the way through birds on the wing and winding rivers. It is not his way to come to us in visions, save when the need is great. Now, I await the next part of his Story. I trust in Y'ffre’s guidance," she concluded.
"And in time, his voice will become clearer still, and my feet will walk where he guides."Yarmira thought she could continue in silence, but it was not her way. Questions welled up in her mind like a river bursting its banks, each one pressing against her chest, demanding release.
"Does Y'ffre not speak to your people too?" she asked in a near-whisper, as if to even suggest that the Spinner might not reach out to all Mer was absurd. Perhaps they heard his voice, but interpreted it differently, she told herself.