Violet & Fritz Part 2
TRIGGER WARNING: Blood
Location: Polite Inn
Time: Late afternoon to early evening, before the detective meeting
Mention(s): @FunnyGuy @princess @ReusableSword
Violet entered the secluded room, carefully laying her cloak on the edge of the bed. She had insisted on the farthest room, away from the bustling main hall, to ensure she wouldn't be disturbed. Fortunately for her, Fritz anticipated her request and had reserved the room at the far corner, though there was nothing he could do about the neighboring guests. The air here felt heavier, quieter, as though the very walls were holding their breath. Her gaze drifted to her trembling hand, the fine tremors betraying the storm within. With her other hand, she gripped her wrist, squeezing tightly in a futile attempt to still the shaking.
Her entire body thrummed with excitement, an almost euphoric sensation that battled with the remnants of her humanity, the fragments that still felt sorrow, guilt, and regret. But the darker part of her laughed, relishing in the uncontrollable hunger. It should have been simple, she told herself, a few vials of blood and the thirst would be quenched. Yet, her body craved more than sustenance. Each time she indulged, it was never enough, leading her down a blood-stained path.
Each life taken only deepened her descent into madness, and each attempt to restrain herself was futile. She had tried to fight the urges, to find strength in the remains of her fractured soul, but the hunger always won, pulling her deeper into the abyss with every victim. Maybe this will be differentâŚ
Still gripping onto her wrist tightly, Violet turned to face Fritz. It was time.
The scene before Ryn was, he had to admit, a bit odd. The tastefully curated room now sported more towels than the average bathhouse. They covered every surface of the bed and were strategically placed across the floor. He had even stacked a precautionary tower of towels off in the corner, though he hoped Her Ladyship would not prove quite that... enthusiastic in her consumption.
The lady in question blinked, surfacing from whatever deep pool of thought she had been paddling in. Ryn offered a welcoming smile and swept an arm towards the table, where the trunk sat like a macabre picnic basket, its blood-filled vials glinting in the light. With a flourish, he pulled out a chair for her.
Once she was settled, Ryn took his place opposite her. He withdrew a leather-bound notebook and a freshly-sharpened pencil from his waistcoat. Poised to record this most unusual of taste tests, he said, âHelp yourself to any of the bottles. Iâll record your impressions of each so we can determine which ones agree with you and how effectively they slake your particular thirst.â
Violetâs breath hitched as her fingers hovered over the vials, the sound of her own heartbeat pulsing in her ears like a distant drum. Her gaze flitted briefly to Fritz, absorbed in his notebook, blissfully unaware of the storm brewing just beneath her skin. The vial felt impossibly heavy in her hand as she lifted it, the number "3" glaring back at herâa harbinger of the chaos it held within.
The cork came free with a soft pop, and in that instant, the air thickened with the pungent scent of iron and decay. The deep, coppery tang wrapped around her senses, drawing her in like a sirenâs song, irresistible and damning. Violetâs face slackened, her expression hollowing as the scent burrowed deep into her mind, unearthing shadows she had long tried to bury. The demons stirred, stretching in the dark recesses of her mind, eager for release.
Her hand trembled violently as she tried to steady herself, to push the ravenous hunger back down, for Fritzâs sake. But her restraint was slipping, unraveling like a thread caught on something sharp. The vial met her lips, the thick, crimson liquid coating them in a sheen of lustrous red. Her eyes fluttered shut as the first drop hit her tongue.
It was like fire. Molten and alive, it coursed through her, igniting every nerve. The taste was intoxicatingârich, dark, and full of life. Her body seemed to relax as the blood spread through her like a venomous tide, her once-shaking hand now steady, but her mind was a storm of wild, frenzied thoughts. The dark corners of her mind no longer whispered; they screamed, clawing at the surface. A sharp gasp escaped her lips, and the hunger swallowed her whole.
Her eyes snapped open, dark and feral, pupils shrunken to pinpricks, as if they were retreating into the abyss that now consumed her. A low growl rumbled from her chest, primal and raw, as her left hand clamped down on the table, the wood groaning beneath her tightening grip. The hunger had fully taken hold, and she was no longer herself.
With trembling urgency, she snatched another vial, her breath ragged and shallow. The cork came free with a soft, mocking pop, and the room seemed to thicken, the air now suffocating with the stench of bloodârich, metallic, and overpowering. Her head snapped back violently, and this time, she didnât sip. She devoured. The thick, warm liquid slid down her throat in seconds, and her body shuddered, drunk on the power flooding through her veins. Blood dripped from the corner of her mouth, snaking down her chin like a dark river, pooling at the curve of her neck.
She rose to her feet, swaying slightly, her vision swimming with the crimson hue of madness. She no longer recognized where she wasâno longer cared. The world around her melted away, swallowed by the spiraling darkness wrapping its cold, spindled fingers tighter around her mind.
Her vision was a blur of red. Blood. It was all she could see. All she could feel. Her heartbeat pounded in her ears, growing louder, faster, as if urging her to seek more, to claim more. The darkness was no longer a shadowâit was her. It lived in her veins, clawing at the edges of her sanity.
Graphite scratched across the paper, documenting Lady Violetâs every reaction to each sample with scientific precision. To his mild surpriseâand, he had to admit, reliefâher tastes proved far less restricted than anticipated. Heâd expected revulsion, perhaps even violent rejection to some of the blood. Instead, she drank everything with equal fervor, her throat working as she swallowed.
However, as diverse as Lady Violetâs taste proved to be, Ryn did not ignore the predatory gleam in her eyes when they flickered to meet his gaze. The hunger in those red eyes spoke of a thirst far from satedâthe primal urge for something warm, something alive.
Violet's hands moved with frantic precision, fingers trembling as she uncorked the vials one after another. Pop... pop... pop. The sharp sound echoed in the hollow space as she threw her head back, swallowing the blood in desperate gulps. The liquid was thick and cold, coating her tongue and throat with a coppery tang, leaving a metallic trail of satisfaction as it slid down.
Her breath hitched, and then something snapped. The frenzy in her movements stilled. The blood, now smeared across her hands, glistened in the low light, staining her pale skin a deep, violent red. Slowly, almost deliberately, she brought her bloodied fingers to her lips, her tongue curling over each one, savoring the taste. It was slow, deliberate, and hungry.
Her crimson eyes flickered to Fritz, cold and devoid of any warmth. Darkness had taken her again, that familiar, gnawing hunger dragging her back into its depths.
It wonât be long now, he thought, setting aside his notes. His fingers moved to his cuffs, unhurriedly rolling up his sleeves to expose pale forearms. Then, maintaining eye contact with Lady Violet, he loosened his collar and undid the top buttons of his shirt.
He had considered offering other major arteries, of courseâthe femoral, perhapsâbut decorum won out in the end. This act was intimate enough as is, he would rather spare them both unnecessary embarrassment.
Her mind was completely gone. The Violet they knew had vanished, leaving only a hollow shell twisted by ravenous hunger. Her once vibrant face was now a mask of something monstrous, her eyes lifeless and glazed with a predatory gleam. The dim light cast long shadows across the bloodied mess on the table, the metallic stench of copper saturating the air, sickening and thick. The room was suffocating under the weight of something wrong.
It all happened so fast. One moment, Violet stood still, eerie and silent, by the table. The next, Fritz was pinned beneath her, a bed of towels beneath his body. Her fingers were wrapped around his throat, digging deep into his skin, drawing blood. She pressed down with unnatural strength, her body holding him captive. Her gaze fixated on the pulsing vein in his neck. His heartbeat thundered in her ears, each rapid thump an irresistible invitation. She inhaled sharply, her breath ragged, and a guttural growl rose from deep within her chest.
She no longer saw Fritzâhe had become nothing more than prey. The person under her grasp no longer existed in her mind, replaced only by the pulsing rhythm of his life.
Her jaw slackened, lips curling back to reveal the glint of her fangs, sharp and eager for flesh. She sucked in a deep breath, the coppery scent of blood intoxicating her senses. Slowly, she drew back, her movements unnervingly deliberate, her mouth widening in anticipation.
Then, like a viper striking, she lunged. Her teeth sank deep into his neck, piercing the skin with a sickening squelch. Warm blood spilled into her mouth, hot and rich, flooding her senses with an overwhelming wave of ecstasy. Her fangs burrowed deeper, tearing into his flesh as she fed, each frantic pulse of his heart sending fresh streams of blood surging into her.
The room seemed to close in around them, the shadows thickening, suffocating, as her body pressed harder against his. Every soundâthe gurgle of blood, the raspy gasps for breathâbecame a symphony of death. It just kept coming, more and more of his blood pooling in her mouth like a facet.
More!
Ryn had steeled himself for the attack, but it still shocked his body. No amount of mental preparation could stop the rapid drumming of his heart or quiet the sharp, jagged breath that escaped his lungs when her claws and fangs bit into his throat.
There was, however, no fear.
He lay there, motionless beneath her, offering neither resistance nor plea. The initial shock of it allâthe rush that had set his heart racingâbegan to ebb, slowing to a steady, almost serene rhythm. Pain hovered at the edges of his awareness, a distant hum he could acknowledge but not fully grasp.
As warm blood seeped from him, Ryn felt the growing cold creeping into his limbs. He tried to keep track, mentally counting how much blood he was losing per second, but it was a task easier said than done.
When the light-headedness set in and Lady Violet showed no signs of slowing, Ryn finally whispered her name, his voice barely more than a rasp. âViolet.â
Her grip tightened against his head as she pulled his neck more, opening his veins.
She did not hear him. Or did not care. Either way, she did not stop.
His voice cracked as he tried again. âViolet⌠If you donât stop soon, youâll have to clean all this up on your own...â
Still, she did not pause. Her hunger held her in its grip, consuming her as much as she consumed him.
With a fading strength, Rynâs hands found their way to her. Not to push her away but to rest them on her. He trusted her. Even now, when everything was slipping away, he believed in Lady Violet. He gently stroked her head, and kept whispering her name, over and over. There was no doubt in his mind that she would master this.
Just before darkness took him, Lady Violetâs face hovered above him. Her expression was too hazy to make out, but he smiled at her anyway.
âEverything... will be⌠okay.â
And then, silence. Stillness.
Her mouth tore away from his neck with a ragged gasp, her lungs burning as if surfacing from deep water. Scarlet streaks of blood stained her lips and chin, the metallic taste lingering on her tongue. Her chest heaved as the suffocating darkness that had gripped her mind slowly began to recede, like claws releasing their hold. She barely registered the weight of Count Fritzâs limp body cradled in her arms, his unconscious form a lifeless heap against her.
Her crimson eyes darted wildly, trying to piece together the shattered fragments of her thoughts. The taste of warm, thick blood clung to her senses, and she glanced down in horror at her arms. Her breath caught in her throat. The reality of what she had done crashed down on her like a wave.
With a cry of alarm, she released him, his body falling limp against the blood-soaked sheets as she scrambled off the bed. Her heart pounded in her chest as she took in the sceneâthe room bathed in red, the thick, glistening trail of blood leading from the table to the bed. Violetâs eyes filled with tears, a choking guilt rising in her throat as she stared at his still, motionless form.
It was all starting to make sense. The horror of it, the hunger she couldnât control. âNo. no..no no no âŚNO NO NOâ
She ran over to him gripping his shoulders tightly, She began to shake him â Wake upâŚcome onâŚâ She whispered in desperation. Her head moved down to his chest, resting her head on his chest.
ThumpâŚâŚ..ThumpâŚâŚ.
Relief flooded through her like a cold wave as she realizedâhe wasnât dead. The rhythmic, faint thump of his heart reassured her that she hadn't gone too far. She hadnât killed him.
With hurried but delicate movements, she ripped the blood-soaked towels from the bed, tossing them carelessly over her shoulder. The sound of wet fabric hitting the floor echoed in the room as she focused on clearing the space for fresh sheets. She worked quickly, her hands trembling as she carefully shifted Fritzâs body, pulling him until he lay comfortably, his head resting gently on a soft pillow. The sight of his chest rising and falling soothed her frayed nerves, but the knot of guilt twisted tighter in her stomach.
Tears blurred her vision as she collapsed to her knees beside the bed, overwhelmed. She pressed her arms onto the mattress, burying her face in their protective fold as quiet sobs racked her body. The tears fell freely, soaking the blanket beneath her, but she didnât care. She couldnât stop them.
She had hurt him. The thought gnawed at her. His heart still beat, but what about the pain? The fear he must have felt in those final moments before he lost consciousnessâwhy had she done this? The hunger, the violence... it wasnât her. It wasnât supposed to be her.
But it was.
Her red eyes peered over to top of her arms, she looked at his peaceful body sleeping. Her hand slowly reached out to him, wrapping around his fingers as she held his hand.
âIâm so sorryâŚâ she whispered âI couldnât stopâŚâ
Darkness swirled around Ryn, a thick, inky void that pressed against his consciousness. How long had he drifted in this lightless sea? Time seemed meaningless here.
Then, a soundâsomeone weeping. The sobs tugged at him, drawing him upward through the murky depths of unconsciousness. As he neared the surface, the crying grew louder, more distinct.
Ryn struggled toward awareness, reaching out blindly. His fingers twitched, and suddenly something enveloped his hand. The contact anchored him, pulling him the final distance.
His eyelids fluttered open, the world a blurry haze. Ryn blinked, willing his vision to clear. Slowly, shapes coalescedâand there, hovering above, a face came into focus.
Lady Violet.
Her crimson eyes were rimmed with tears, her cheeks wet. She clutched his hand, whispering broken apologies.
Rynâs throat felt dry, but he managed to croak out words. âIâll take that... as a compliment.â
With effort, he raised his free hand, brushing his fingers across her damp cheek. A weak smile tugged at his lips. ââFive out of five stars. So delicious... itâll move you to tears. Will... visit againâ.â
The chuckle that followed was more of a wheeze. He fell silent, studying Lady Violetâs distraught expression. Though he already suspected the answer, he felt compelled to ask, â...Are you alright?â
She stood to her feet, nearly popping up as she leaned over the bed. â Lord Fritz!â she said with a shock. She quickly wiped her cheeks of the remainder of her tears. Her glassy red eyes peered down at him. She let out a long sigh of relief, sitting down behind him. â What a strange manâŚâ she said grinning, her fangs visible to him for a moment. â I nearly kill you and you're asking if Iâm alright.â She relaxed her shoulders and smiled softly â Physically Iâm fine.The real question is how are you? I would imagine dizzy and you seem to have your wits about you.â
âForgive me, I didnât mean to scare you.â As Ryn attempted to hoist himself upright, his vision swam, and he found himself unceremoniously reacquainted with the feather-stuffed mattress. His fingers grazed the raw punctures at his throat, eliciting a slight grimace. âI confess to feeling rather woozy, and Iâll require some assistance with these wounds, but...â His eyes met Lady Violetâs, bright with triumph and quiet admiration. âI am alive. You did it, Violet.â
â Youâre giving me too much creditâŚâ she said softly.
âAnd you give yourself too little.â
â You will feel woozy for a while, we should get some food into you.â She stood up and walked forward to the table, looking down at it in disgust. She reached towards the basket that sat off to the side, it had linen wrapped over the top to protect the bread. Thankfully there was no blood on it.
Walking back to his side she took off the cotton towel and offered him the basket of rolls â This will help, make sure to eat it all.â
âYes, maâam.â
After Lady Violet's hesitantâand almost fearfully carefulâattention to his wounds, Ryn found himself propped against a small mountain of pillows, accompanied by an equally mountainous basket of bread rolls. Despite the heaviness weighing down his every movement, he made quick work of early dinner, washing down each bite with cool water that seemed to restore his strength.
He was halfway through his fourth roll, picking apart its golden-brown crust, when he asked, âHas your appetite been sufficiently sated?â
â Yesâ She lied offering him a smile â Iâm sorry you had to see thatâŚâ She looked away from him as he ate.
Another blackout.
Ryn watched Lady Violet while he chewed. Her smile was of the variety he knew all too well. âI apologize, of course the thirst is always there. Let me rephrase the question: has this dulled its edge at all? Even slightly?â
Thoughtfulness creased his brow as his gaze drifted to the bread in his hands. âIf it hasnât, weâll need to make some adjustments and calculate how much it will take to reduce the bloodlust to manageable levels.â
â Let's not worry about that for now.â She said softly.
The furrow in Rynâs brow smoothed out, replaced by bright, uncomplicated optimism. âOn the positive side, you took to the samples remarkably well!â His lips curved upward. âThis will make procurement considerably easier.â
âDid any particular sample speak to you more strongly than the others?â
She turned away from him. â I don't remember much of the tastes iâll be perfectly honestâŚIt all just blended togetherâ She said softly.
âThatâs okay. At least now we know you can consume just about any type of blood with equal enthusiasm.â
Looking back at him with a fake smile her red eyes silently looked him over for any other wounds she may have caused. âYou need to know the information I have for you now. I canât answer all of the questions you will likely have but I may need some information from you. â She said in an attempt to change the subject. Taking in a deep breath she tugged up a blanket over his legs to keep him warm from all the blood he just lost. â Do you have any enemies? Anyone you believe would hurt you?â
His smile dimmed. âSadly, there are people who would be overjoyed to see me and my entire family dead.â Had luck, or fate, not intervened that day, those who wished them harm would have succeeded. âWhy do you ask?â
â Do you know of The Bloody Thorns?â
Not as much as he would like. Ryn shook his head, âNo.â
â I have it on good authority that they are after you. Unfortunately, I donât quite know the reason for it. Your name was on a list, along with some others. There is a planned attack on Drunkards Day at night. You really canât think of anything that they may want you for? â
âOh, I can think of multiple reasons. The most promising three: the unforgivable crime of existing, the cardinal sin of upsetting a parent, andâperhaps most damning of allâmy rather inconvenient habit of uncovering secrets people want to keep hidden.â Ryn canted his head, âHow did you come across this information?â
â Iâd rather not say but I trust the information.â she said firmly â I can be there⌠to help keep an eye on you.â
Rynâs head snapped toward Lady Violet with such abruptness that his freshly dressed wound protested, sending a lance of fire down his neck. He pressed his fingertips to the bandage. âYour warning may well have saved my life and you have my deepest gratitude. However, I cannot, with anything approaching good conscience, allow you to cast yourself into harmâs way on my behalf.â
She raised a brow as she looked down at him and said firmly â And why not? You put me in a position that nearly killed you yet putting myself in a position to help you is worse?â she sighed âI have avoided death, literally been ripped from the arms of it.â she said softly â Life has thrown much worse things at meâŚIf for some strange reason, it decides to end all of my suffering by protecting a friend. I canât imagine a better thing. Iâm practically a walking corpseâŚI meanâŚLook at meâ she gestured to herself, first to her scars then her fangs which she finally tucked away. â...but I'm still here. And I will be after we stop whoever these people are from attempting anything. At least allow this monster some kind of redemption.â
Ryn opened his mouth, then closed it again, any words of protest dying on his tongue. Her conviction about being a monster, the shadows that seemed to lurk behind her eyesâshe was seeking equilibrium, trying to balance scales that had tipped too far in one direction. A life for a life. A neat mathematical equation, though he doubted the arithmetic of redemption was quite so simple. Red eyes searched him as he lay there quietly.
His hands clasped hers as he met her gaze and offered a slight nod.
His smile, when it came, was gentle but firm. âOkay,â he said softly, the word carrying more weight than its single syllable suggested. Then, because he could not quite help himself, he added, âBut as you donât want to lose a friend, neither do I. Iâll seek what additional aid I can find, and youââ He squeezed her hands gently. âYouâll take no unnecessary risks. After all,ââand here his smile bloomed into something warmer, more playfulââwe still have that standing appointment for tea in the gardens, and I have the perfect book in mind for our first book club.â
â There is something elseâŚâ she added holding a soft smile from his book club remark.
â The more we encourage these meetings some things may happen. I donât fully know what or how it will goâ She took a breath â Itâs a blood bond of sorts. You will likely develop feelings towards me and I you. The word love was used but it can be in many forms not just romantic. On top of that, there is mention of a protection spell and some other things I still don't quite know much on.â She looked towards him â If I find out more Iâll share it with you. I plan on doing some reading to see what I can find. Are you sure this is something you want to keep doing?â
Ryn listened intently to Lady Violet, his eyes growing wider by the second. âBy the CreatorsâŚâ he breathed. âA blood bond?â
There was silence.
Violet's eyes widened slightly before looking away bracing for a reaction.
And thenâŚ
âHow absolutely fascinating!â His eyes went alight with unrestrained curiosity. Lady Violetâs head snapped back to look at him. Her words about the effects of blood ties between a vampire set his mind racing down countless theoretical pathways, each more intriguing than the last. âI wonder what the mechanisms of that are⌠It almost sounds like a magic ritual.â One hand placed itself beneath his chin while the other folded across his chest. âWhen you feed, thereâs an inevitable cross-contaminationâyour saliva, my blood⌠Could it be possible that the magicae within our body fluids is used to form this bond?â
Shaking her head slowly she opened her mouth to respond but he continued.
âThough,â he mused, âperhaps the development of strong feelings is not necessarily supernatural. After all, such an intimate and potentially life-threatening exchange requires trust. It rather naturally lends itself to deeper connections, doesnât it?â
Ryn offered her a warm, reassuring smile. âFrom what youâve shared, I see no cause for concern. I am helping a friend, and if we become better friends because of it,â he spread his hands in a gesture of acceptance, âthen why not?â
Ryn cocked his head. âWhere did you come across this information?â
â BooksâŚJust knowledge that I had gathered from some reading. I thought it to be fictional but there were so many repeat commonalities it makes me believe it's true.â She avoided mentioning Alexander, âIt is a very intimate thingâŚUnfortunately not memorableâ she joked nervously â I just black out, It's like something else just takes over and then I just come too. Sometimes after Iâm done and other times..much later.â
This was not the type of knowledge that, even with the amount of wealth that nobility had, could be casually obtained from âsome reading.â Especially not in Caesonia. Though she insisted the texts were mere fiction, there was a certain conviction in her confession that told Ryn that she trusted the source. Which led to a rather interesting possibility: based on her reluctance to reveal whoever told Lady Violet about The Bloody Thorns, the source of this information was likely the same person.
âI see,â Ryn said, allowing a thoughtful pause to stretch between them. âMay I examine these volumes? Fiction they might be, they might help our research on blood-bonding of the vampiric variety.â He shrugged. âAnd if nothing else, theyâd make for an interesting book club discussion, wouldnât they?â
"The books were part of a private collection I lost access to some time ago, but Iâm doing my best to track down replacements. If I manage to find them, Iâd be willing to share. Perhaps youâd uncover something in them that eluded me."
She paused looking around slightly nervous â How familiar with Charlotte Vikena are you?â She asked out of the blue.
The name drew a quizzical tilt of Rynâs head. âIâve made her acquaintance only recently,â he replied, his words measured and patient as he waited for Lady Violet to unburden whatever weighted thought had prompted her sudden inquiry.
She paused, glancing over at Fritz. Her hand brushed the edge of the nearly empty bowl of bread, which she set on the nightstand beside him. Then, with a sudden, fluid motion, she leaned over him, her body stretching across his as she shifted into the bed beside him. Her crimson eyes drifted to the ceiling, reflecting the roomâs dim light. The sharp scent of copper hung around her, a reminder of her dark nature.
Reflexively, Ryn adjusted himself to accommodate Lady Violet. His hand found her back and fell into that familiar rhythmâtap, tap, tapâthe same gentle pattern his parents and grandparents had used to lull him to sleep, the one he had later used when his siblings sought comfort in his bed during restless nights.
âShe stopped by my home recently. Sheâs a neighbor, so her visit wasnât entirely unexpected, but we havenât spoken much since Crystal was a child. It felt... odd. Not in the way you might think, but there was something overly friendly about her, almost intrusive. It was as though she were sniffing around, trying to uncover something hidden. I canât say I trust her motives."
Her head turned on the pillow, and she looked over at him, a faint, reassuring smile playing on her lips.
"Itâs probably nothing. Just my imagination running wild. If you do happen to run into her, perhaps you can find out if it is just my imagination or if you get that sense as well.â
Rynâs brows drew together in puzzlement. âThatâs peculiar,â he said, studying her face. âFrom how she spoke of you, I had rather gotten the impression you two were dear friends. Was I mistaken?â
Letting out a long, weary sigh, Violet's expression softened, a glimmer of sadness darkening her gaze as she tilted her head back to stare blankly at the ceiling. Her lips parted, words trembling on the edge of her breath. âMaybe⌠back before everything went wrong,â she murmured, her voice a threadbare whisper. âRoman was the only one who cared about what was happening to me. Now even heâs gone, avoiding me like the plague.â Her voice wavered, catching painfully in her throat as emotion began to well up. âHe was my only friend, the only one I trusted. And somehow, Iâve already ruined that.â Her shoulders pressed into the bed, a shadow of despair darkening her features. âItâs only a matter of time before I destroy this too.â
She drew a deep, shuddering breath as if trying to steady herself, and let the silence settle. âLook at meâŚâ she finally continued, her tone hollow. âIâve been sliced open and patched up more times than I can count, my eyes are the color of bloodâŚâ she paused, brushing a fingertip across one of her sharp, gleaming fangs, exposed in a grim, humorless smile. âAnd theseâŚâ she muttered bitterly. âI was killed, dragged back just to exist in this life, forever surrounded by death and disappointment.â Her voice grew softer, laced with a resignation that bordered on defeat. âI canât blame them. I smell like death; it clings to me like a shroud. I bring it wherever I go, leaving only bodies behind. Who would want to be around that?I wouldnâtâŚâ Her voice trailed off.
âSo noâŚmy only dear friend is off enjoying the courting events I imagine.â
Drawing Violet into a half-embrace, Ryn kept up the steady rhythm against her back. âPlease correct me if Iâm wrong,â he whispered, âbut youâve not actually spoken to them of this, have you?â There was a pause where he waited for her to answer before continuing, âViolet, donât torment yourself over what might not even be true.â
She turned to look at him, her raven black hair pooling around her.
He drew back just enough to meet her gaze. âTalk to them. Share these fears. Listen to what they have to say. I could arrange the meeting, should you require it. And if your fears prove propheticââ his lips curved into a half-smile ââsend for me. Cry until you canât cry anymore, and then weâll either cocoon ourselves in blankets and copper dreadfuls, or party until the sun chases us home. Whatever you prefer.â
Finally, she spoke, her voice low and tinged with weariness. âYou make it sound so simple." Her fingers brushed a stray lock of hair from her face as she looked away, her gaze distant."But you donât understand. If I speak to them... if my fears are true..." She trailed off, her hands curling into fists against the bed.
She took in a deep breath looking back at him with a smile â Focus on getting your strength back. The rest can wait." Her face relaxed as her fingers unlocked from their fists â Thank you for everything Lord FritzâŚ" she said softly â...everything." She added the word holding more weight than he likely knew.
She reached over him pulling another roll from the bed and gestured it toward him with a soft smile.