Riona / Sjan-dehk / Dai-sehk the Surgeon
Flashback: The Previous Night
Flickering shadows danced on the cluttered desk. The pungent smell of dried herbs and steeping infusions filled the cramped and stuffy cabin. An oil lantern squeaked as it swung from an steel hook punched into the wall by the door.
Hunched over the desk, Dai-sehk did his best to ignore the rolling floor as he picked up a dried leaf with a pair of forceps. With great caution, he dropped it into a small vial of water. Almost immediately, wispy trails of green wafted from the leaf. Dai-sehk paid it no further attention â he would run further tests of the newly brewed mixture once it had time to rest â and instead focused on the other leaves and herbs arranged in neat rows on the pages of an open book. Its pages were covered in illustrations and sketches of various plants found throughout the Commonwealth and its closest neighbours. Dai-sehkâs own handwritten notes decorated the margins and between paragraphs.
One-by-one, he compared the appearance of each herb and leaf to what was in his book. And with each, his lips pressed tighter and tighter together until his mouth was a mere crack cutting across his face. None of what he had bought matched either illustration or description. Not enough for him to be able to ascertain their use and purpose with confidence, at least. He had plenty of experiments to look forward to, it would seem. Normally, he wouldnât mind â it might even bring him some modicum of joy â but he needed to find a reliable way to replace his supply of medicine. And the sooner he could do that, the better.
He slid his glasses up his nose. With a muted grumble, he picked up another leaf with his forceps.
The rap of knuckles against his door interrupted him.
âDai-sehk? You in there?â It was the Captainâs voice.
Dai-sehk huffed, carefully placed the leaf back onto the book, and shut it. He placed the heavy tome on a pile of yet more of his dayâs bounty from Sorianâs markets. Only then did he call out a response.
âYes, I am here, Captain. The door is unlocked.âThe door creaked open and the Captain stepped into the cabin. Dai-sehk didnât bother to stand, nor did he salute. He had served with Sjan-dehk long enough to know that Sada Kurauâs Captain didnât like standing on ceremony. If anything, the man actively avoided it. Dai-sehk did, however, offer him a nod as a show of respect. It was the least he could do for the person who had once snatched him from deathâs door. Behind the Captain came a young woman. A local Caesonian, Dai-sehk guessed from her curled tresses, tanned skin, and generally non-Viserjantan appearance. He glanced at her, then at the Captain.
âWho is she?âRiona couldnât stop her eyes from darting about the doctorâs cabin. Everything was new, from the creak of wood to the sway of the floor beneath her feet. The unfamiliar motion sent a thrill through her stomach.
âShe isâŚâ Sjan-dehk began. He furrowed his brow as he thought about how to introduce her.
âRehn-ah is probably the closest weâll get to her name. Anyway, she has wounds I want you to look at.â He ushered the woman into the cabin, which was quickly becoming even more cramped.
âBeen lashed recently, from what I understand, and she hasnât seen an actual doctor yet. I wouldâve gone to Rasehndah or Sazarin, but they looked like they were busy with many things.âDai-sehk nodded slowly.
âYes. I told them to study and practice.â He looked at Riona and Sjan-dehk in turn with scrying eyes. The Captain had clearly just stepped back aboard not long ago â he was still dressed in armour, and his weapons still hung from his belts. Wherever he had come from, it couldnât be too friendly a place. The woman â Riona â however, was dressed simply in a dress. It was unlikely the Captain met her anywhere near a fight, as his attire would suggest.
With a mental shrug, Dai-sehk decided not to dwell on the matter any longer. There was no point. It wasnât his place to decide who could come aboard Sada Kurau and who couldnât. All he needed to know was that the Captain had personally asked for his help, and Dai-sehk wasnât about to decline. Dai-sehk reached for a stool and dragged it over. Then, he twisted around and reached under his desk to pull out a leather bag, the very same one he had taken with him on his trip around Sorian that very same day.
âWell, have her sit and lift up her shirt. There should be something around for her to cover her chest if she wants to.âSjan-dehk looked around a few times. Then, he grabbed a used tunic hanging from a hook punched into a nearby wall. Dai-sehk saw him do it, but didnât voice any complaint. And so, the Captain turned to Riona, handing her the shirt and stepping aside to let her pass. He pressed himself almost flush against the hull of Sada Kurau.
âThere, you sit,â he said, pointing to the stool.
âFace away from Dai-sehk. Then you show your back and if you need, use thisââ he tilted his chin towards the tunic
ââto cover your front.âSjan-dehk and the doctorâs conversation washed over her in alien syllables, but her nose twitched at familiar scents. The sharp bite of silvermistâgood stuff for lowering feversâmingled with moonbloomâs sweetness. Strange, moonbloom petals were normally used for soaps, not medicine. And was thatâyep, bloodroot. Poison, but useful if you knew how.
âThere.â Sjan-dehkâs voice drew her attention, and she turned to see the offered shirt. With a nod, she accepted it.
âSo, uh, Iâm not sure what you told him, but a simple check-up is fine. Itâs beenâŚâ she trailed off, fatigue suddenly leaden in her bones,
âa rough couple of days.âSjan-dehk blinked once, as if not fully understanding what she was saying.
âBut you are still injured, that is correct? Better to be safe than sorry, like your people say, yes?âTrue. Riona began to remove the layers of her clothing, carefully folding each piece and stacking them on the nearest table.
âI used some home remedies on myself, so my injuries shouldnât be too bad.â With a final tug, Riona pulled her cotton dress over her head, leaving in her undergarments.
âI got into a scrap yesterday. Nasty one. Took a knock to the head, nearly got my windpipe crushed, and the guy dosed me⌠something. I want to make sure thereâs no permanent damage.âAs she bent to deal with her shoes, the light caught the myriad of scars that criss crossed her exposed skin. Each mark told a story, some faded with time, others looked more recent. But one... one old silvery line demanded attention like a shout in a silent room.
When Riona turned around, a matching scar on her abdomen completed the horrifying picture: they were the entry and exit wounds from a blade that shouldâve been fatal.
The wounds, distinct and almost crying for attention with their pale glows, immediately captured Dai-sehkâs attention. Whatever blade that had pierced her had to have been well-sharpened, and used by someone who knew what they were about, judging by how clean the scars were. Riona was either a very lucky, or a very unlucky woman to have suffered and survived such an injury. On the one hand, she had been inches away from death. But on the other, that she had kept her life by such a close margin meant that she had to be possessed of no small amount of fortune. That, or she had caught the fancy of a Deity, Spirit, or some other supernatural force of some kind.
Sjan-dehk cleared his throat.
âYou are lucky,â he commented, surprise tinting his words.
Suspecting he was referring to the oldest scar on her body, Riona shook her head.
âNot lucky.â Her fingers traced the line. Flashes of that fateful day crossed her mind,
âJust a motherâs love.ââWhat did she say?â Dai-sehk asked.
âShe got into a fight yesterday,â Sjan-dehk replied, translating only what he knew Dai-sehk was interested in hearing.
âTook a hit to her throat and her head. Sounds like she got drugged as well.â He chewed on his lip and looked in Dai-sehkâs direction.
âJust make sure thereâre no lasting wounds. Treat what you can, do something for what you canât.âDai-sehk nodded.
âAs you say, Captain.âRionaâs feet, bearing the kind of marks you get from dancing in fire some time ago, padded softly across the floorboards to the waiting chair. In the low light of the cabin, those wounds went unnoticed by either man, although Dai-sehk did note that there was something odd about the sound her feet made. But, he didnât think too much about it. There were more pressing wounds for him to see.
Words seemed pretty useless when you couldnât understand each other, so Riona settled for a polite smile-nod combo that she hoped were universal gestures before settling into the seat, back turned to him.
Dai-sehk leaned forward and examined the scars criss-crossing Rionaâs back. And right away, he knew for a fact that she had been lashed many, many times. Fresh scars â still red and angry â cut into old, faded ones, and those rested upon scars that had long since turned into fleshy ridges on her flesh. He grimaced; there was nothing he could do about the latter two, and even the new ones were already starting to scab, a sign that they too would soon become immutable scars. Spots and lines of dark crimson marked where the scabs were tearing, and it were those areas where Dai-sehk focused his attention.
He twisted in his seat and swept his eyes over the desk, quickly finding a murky, glass jar half-filled with a green paste.
âThis, it sting,â he said matter-of-factly, his voice dull and devoid of any warmth.
âStay still. Do not move. Otherwise, will be difficult.â He dipped his fingers into the jar, scooping up a generous amount of the paste and daubing it onto Rionaâs weeping scars.
Riona flinchedânot from the cool paste or the sting, but the unfamiliar contact against her skin. Breathe, she reminded herself. Just a doctor doing his job. No threat here. She fixed her gaze on the far wall, willing her muscles to unclench.
If Dai-sehk noticed her reaction, he either didnât show it, or didnât care. With him, it could easily be either of the two. Or both.
âDo not worry about throat,â he said as he worked.
âIf there is injured, you would know by now. Also for drugs. You say you it happen last night? Then already one full day. Most drugs, they already affect you by now also. Just be careful. You feel normal? Is okay. You feel different? Then worry.âSjan-dehk let out a sigh.
âDai-sehk has own way of talking,â he said and glanced at the surgeon. The man merely responded with a shrug. Despite himself, Sjan-dehk chuckled as he shook his head. He supposed that a warship wasnât the best place for Dai-sehk to develop his bedside manners, even if it did give him a place to polish his already exemplary skills.
âBut he is good surgeon.ââToo kind, Captain,â Dai-sehk murmured.
A half-laugh escaped Riona. The doctorâs bluntness was refreshing. No sugar-coating, no bullsh*t. Just the facts, raw and unfiltered. This one, at least, wouldnât dance around the truth or pat her hand while lying through his teeth. She met the manâs eyes, noting the sharp intelligence there, and nodded. Yeah, she could work with this.
For several moments, Dai-sehk continued his work in silence, punctuated only by the occasional grumble whenever he found a spot he had missed. Meanwhile, Sjan-dehk leaned against the door frame with arms folded across his chest. He looked over Riona, taking in the sheer number of scars on her person. It didnât take long for him to give voice to the question that gnawed at his mind.
âYou have many scars,â he started a touch more awkwardly than he intended.
âThey areâŚNo, what I mean is, the people, the ones you work for, they do this to you a lot? Flogging?âRionaâs lips quirked in a half-smile that didnât reach her eyes.
âThatâd be giving them too much credit.â She shook her head,
âNo, not all of these were because of them.â Her hands absently rubbed the raised lines on her forearm.
âSome are from accidents. Some happened during training. And someâŚâ She flexed her work-worn hands, gaze catching on the ruins of her once-pristine manicureâremnants of a rare moment of vanity,
âSome are⌠self-inflicted, in a sense. To remind myself. ToâŚâ The words âpunish myselfâ hung unspoken in the air.
There wasnât any need for Riona to complete her sentence. Neither Sjan-dehk nor Dai-sehk needed much thought to guess what she had meant to say. Self-flagellation and self-mutilation were common practices of certain sects which existed in the darker corners of the Commonwealth. They had flourished during the War, and had persisted for months after its conclusion. Dai-sehk never quite understood the theory behind their actions â and he had no desire to learn â but he knew enough to know that adherents of such beliefs got it into their heads that they had to punish themselves to appease some Deity or Spirit. And that once they were appeased enough, they would put an end to all pain and suffering.
It was all idiocy, as far as Dai-sehk was concerned. Of course, he was all too aware that there was nothing about Riona that indicated she was the same brand of idiot as those cultists, but it would be a lie if he said that he didnât think of her as a silly person for doing what she had done. Words formed on his tongue, but a very sharp, very stern, and uncharacteristically severe look from the Captain made him swallow them.
Sjan-dehk breathed in deeply through his nose.
âWell,â he said.
âNo matter where they come from, you still have wounds. They must be looked after.ââIt is done,â Dai-sehk said and slid the jar back onto his desk. He wiped his hands on his trousers, reached into the leather bag, and pulled out a white bandage, folded into a neat square. For the first time since he started treating Riona, his actions were gentle as he pressed the fabric against her wounds, making sure they were covered completely.
âScars will heal. But will leave mark. If you want to remove them, you go to Sudah. Find Sehja. She can do that better.ââSehja, she is healer,â Sjan-dehk explained.
âNot doctor. She heals with arcane ways. Can do many, many things. Strange and interesting things.âRionaâs eyes widened at the casual mention of arcane healing.
âYou shouldnât talk about that so openly,â she cautioned.
âMagic is... itâs not exactly welcomed in these parts. So, be careful.âThat was news to Sjan-dehk, and it was news he stored away with a note to pass it on to
Sudah as quickly as possible. There were more than a few magic-users aboard the larger vessel. It would be troublesome if any of them were to run afoul of Caesonian authorities. And if things got to the point where Sjan-dehk had to invoke Jafiâs long-standing promise to offer all magic-users protection, it could get very, very messy.
âThank you,â he said to Riona with a nod.
Her gaze drifted down to her scarred flesh. There was a time, not so long ago, when sheâd considered erasing every mark, every reminder of her past. The thought had become particularly tempting after things with Dan had shifted, blossoming into something more than friendship. Sheâd wanted to be beautiful for him, unblemished.
But Dan... heâd seen past the scars, told her she was lovely just as she was. That there was no need to hide the story written on her skin. Rionaâs lips quirked in a bittersweet smile at the memory.
It wasnât just for Dan that sheâd kept the scars, though. Deep down, in a place she rarely examined too closely, she didnât believe she deserved to be free of them.
âDo you think I should erase them?â The question slipped out without thought. She looked up, meeting first the doctorâs eyes, then Sjan-dehkâs.
âI... get myself hurt so that I donât forget what was done to my home. So that I can keepâŚâ She paused, weighing her words carefully. How much could she reveal without saying too much?
âKeep the feeling I had then, alive.â The spell needed that energy to feed on, lest it withered and faded before having the chance to properly activate.
Rionaâs gaze flicked between the two men, searching their faces.
âWhat... would it mean if I let my scars fade into nothing?ââMeans they go away,â Dai-sehk replied flatly. What other answer was she expecting? With deft and skillful hands, he wrapped the bandage around Rionaâs body, taking care to avoid touching or even brushing his fingers against anywhere sensitive. He finished it off with a secure knot on her back.
âYou want scars to go away? You can. But only ones on body. Ones in mind? Not easy to go away.âHe fell silent for a moment. Then, he shook his head slightly. He didnât know what it was that Riona wanted to always remember, but he knew that it wasnât his place to tell her to do anything.
âWhat you do, it is your choice. But if you do not let yourself, you never forget.âRiona nodded slowly, feeling a faint flush of shame creep up her neck. The question had tumbled out before she could stop it, and now she wished she could snatch the words back from the air. These people were strangers. What right did she have to burden them with something so personal, so weighty?
Objectively speaking, the doctor was right: a scar was just a scar. Lines on skin, nothing more. It was her mind that gave it power, her memories that imbued it with significance. There was no reason for these people, or anyone really, to care about what it meant to her.
Sjan-dehk noticed the flush on Rionaâs cheeks. He sighed, looked at Dai-sehk, then at her.
âSo your home, it is no more?â He probed cautiously, and even as those words left his lips, he realised that it likely wasnât the best question to ask. Not now, in any case.
âNo need to answer,â he added quickly. Clearing his throat, he continued,
âWhat Dai-sehk mean is that your scars, the one on your body, they are not what you should worry about. They are there, they are not there, they do not affect what you remember. You want to forget, you will forget. You want to remember, you will remember. Scars onlyâŚOnly form.ââ... I almost did once,â she muttered. Sheâd never make that mistake again. Quickly, Riona lifted her head and forced a smile,
âThank you for the offer. Iâll carry them with me⌠to the very end.â And beyond, she thought, if there was a beyond for someone like her.
âYou can wear back your clothes now. All is done,â Dai-sehk said as he leaned over to snatch a satchel off the desk.
âDo not let bandages become wet. Otherwise, infection. Take off when you wash. Replace if you need. Can use any clean cloth. If not sure, boil water. Soak cloth. Let dry.â He handed her the satchel.
âFor pain and itch. If need, crush, mix with water. Make paste. Apply to wound and cover again. If wound start to smell like fish, start to worry. Find doctor, or find the Captain again.âRiona bowed her head slightly as she accepted the satchel.
âThank you, Doctor Dai-sehk,â she said. As she dressed, her mind wandered to the satchelâs contents, anticipation building at the thought of discovering unfamiliar remedies.
Back with the physician, Riona caught a glimpse of dried leaves peeking out from beneath a leather-bound book. Curiosity got the better of her, and she gently lifted the book, revealing an assortment of herbs scattered across the wooden surface.
âYouââ Dai-sehk began. Despite the mess Riona had made, and what she had done with his work, he only sounded somewhat annoyed. The rest of his irate words, however, died on his tongue when he saw what Riona was doing.
Setting the book aside, she scrutinised the plants. Her hands moved swiftly, sorting them into distinct piles. Before long, three neat stacks lay before her.
Riona pointed to each in turn.
âPoisonous,â she said, indicating the first pile. Her finger moved to the second.
âCan make things smell and taste nice, but doesnât do much aside from that.â Finally, she gestured to the last group.
âHas medicinal benefits.âDai-sehk blinked. She had worked fast. Much, much faster than what he would expect from someone with no professional knowledge. He looked at the neatly organised piles. Riona had likely saved him countless hours and even days of work and trouble. And as much as he wanted to know more about her, particularly how she knew so much about herbs and poisons, his itch to get back to work was stronger.
âThank you,â he said to her with a slight bow of his head. His eyes glanced at the pile Riona had said was composed of poisonous leaves. That was certainly very useful information.
âVery helpful,â he added. Then, he promptly turned back to face his desk. He pushed his glasses further up his nose, picked up a pen, and returned to his work.
âAll is done, yes? Then you can go. Close the door.âPride glimmered in her eyes. Adjusting the satchelâs strap, Riona said,
âThank you again. Have a good night.âDai-sehk didnât look up. He didnât even say anything, and simply waved his hand.
Sjan-dehk sighed and gestured for Riona to leave. He followed behind her, quietly closing the door behind him.
âDo not mind him,â he said as he led the way back up to Sada Kurauâs main deck.
âDai-sehk, he likes to work. But he is good man. Most of the time. Other times, even we feel like throwing him overboard.â He looked over his shoulder at Riona with a grin to make it clear that it was a joke.
The crisp, night air, light with ocean salt, greeted them as they emerged from
Sada Kurauâs lower decks. A cooling breeze washed over the deck, rustling sails and ropes. Roosting seafowl cooed and cawed above, from where they sat on the mast tops and rigging.
âWait,â Sjan-dehk told Riona, and quickly swept his eyes across the deck. His gaze soon rested on a pair of sailors standing by the gunwale, their rifles slung over their shoulders, hats atop their heads, and eyes fixed on the pier.
âYou two,â the Captain called out to them. They both let out a yelp of surprise and turned around, snapping to haphazard salutes. Sjan-dehk regarded them with a smirk.
âIâll pretend I didnât see or hear that, but I expect better from both of you next time.ââY-Yes, Captain!â The shorter of the two replied.
Sjan-dehk pointed to Riona.
âOur guest is going home. Go with her, make sure sheâs safe, then come back as quicklyââ He stopped himself, thought about it a little more, and shook his head.
âBelay that. Escort her home, make sure youâre with her until sheâs physically through the door, then the two of you can spend a little time in the city if you like. Just donât do what Yehn-tai did and get into a fight, otherwise Iâll personally see to it that youâre both scrubbing latrines till your hands bleed. And make sure youâre both back before midnight, otherwise itâs Master Kai-dahn whoâll do that. Understood?âThe taller one nodded.
âUnderstood, Captain. Thank you, Captain.âSjan-dehk turned his attention back to Riona.
âAhn-seh and Izayan will send you home,â he said, walking her to the gangplank as he did so.
âLead, and they follow.ââThanks for your help and hospitality, Captain Sjan-dehk. Iâm glad I was able to finally talk to you in person.â Riona smiled at him.
âMy sister talked about you with such enthusiasm. Iâve been curious.â She nodded a greeting to her escorts as her fingers traced the outline of the medicinal satchel at her hip. The unexpected kindness sheâd received tonight settled warm in her chest.
One foot on the gangplank, Riona paused. The night air carried the scent of salt and possibility. She turned,
âHey, crazy thought, what if weâyou, me, my sisterâget together sometime? Nothing fancy, just... I donât know, grab a drink, have a meal, or something?âSister? Sjan-dehk couldnât think of a reason as to why Riona would invite him to meet with her. Maybe she was someone he had met before? But he couldnât recall meeting anyone who looked similar to Riona. Or maybe he did, and it was his memory that was once again failing him. Regardless, he couldnât think of any reason to refuse. He was going to have to get used to Caesonian society as soon as possible, and getting to know another Caesonian would surely help with that.
âOkay,â he replied.
âBut we eat somewhereâŚNot like today, yes? This afternoon. That was strange place.âRiona barked a laugh,
âAgreed.âWith that, he stepped back from the gangplank and waved Riona off.
âWill be very late soon. Can talk next time. Goodnight, and be safe.â